EnSLAVED.doc
Wednesday, September 22, 2004 12:31:00 PM...wrote this while waiting for lunch break....It's been so many years...found it in my PC today
EnSLAVED.
Day by day I turned into sometime you hate, do you like it? Do you really care?
I can’t possibly sit around and smile at the distorted lies that hide the very truth.
Truth? You might ask me what the fuck is that “ Truth”? Well, look into the fucking tainted mirror and you will know what the fuck “TRUTH” is…
Have you ever felt that you just need to let it all go? Let it all be free?
All these twisted sad thoughts swimming in your puny brain.
I tried my best not to dwell on self-pity because not a single soul out there will give a damn about how I feel and what I will say. Didn’t I make a single sense to you? Didn’t I say enough to you? Why do you have to treat me like a piece of shit and flash me off? I don’t get it…what the hell is wrong here?
I think misery loves company and it treated me like a good friend for centuries...Happiness is like the ever –lasting enemy that will never become my fucking friend, not even for a single fucking minute. Everyday, I am just passing time and waiting for IT to happen, but I don’t even know what IT is. Oh please god help me, help me get through all these painful situations. Let me have the strength to carry on….
Wake up again to smell the slime. It’s been so long since I felt so wasted. Some of my old thoughts resurfaced. Memories, Memories… Umm…Why don’t you just shut you mouth, or do you ever shut the fuck up? I can’t take it. How many times did you hope that this embrace would come sooner or later? In my point of view, this would not fucking happen…. Embrace? It’s more like Enslaved…
Beautify everything, every minute I stare at you people, or should I say…”The Boneless People?”
WHAT THE fuck is all this angst about, I am fucking clueless. Many people down here have their own stinking agendas. Did you ever felt like a target board? Born to be “target -practiced”. It so amazing how one’s happiness can be built based on one’s screwed- up misery. GOD DAMN- IT. Then again, some people down here in the gutter have no preferred opinion. They have no freaking idea whatsoever about everything...blind followers…cheap destroyers…filthy sweet talkers…they are all so boneless…yeah right…”that’s what you lacked off, a fucking backbone”.
Give me five middle fingers anytime God. By the way, God, I don’t think ten fucking middle fingers are enough for me to shout out a motherfucking hallelujah Big-O “Fuck You!” ...Rest in peace, ugly nasty pitiful people, some things just stay the same- mother fucking Status Quo....
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"Irresponsible Hate Anthem "
EnSLAVED.
Day by day I turned into sometime you hate, do you like it? Do you really care?
I can’t possibly sit around and smile at the distorted lies that hide the very truth.
Truth? You might ask me what the fuck is that “ Truth”? Well, look into the fucking tainted mirror and you will know what the fuck “TRUTH” is…
Have you ever felt that you just need to let it all go? Let it all be free?
All these twisted sad thoughts swimming in your puny brain.
I tried my best not to dwell on self-pity because not a single soul out there will give a damn about how I feel and what I will say. Didn’t I make a single sense to you? Didn’t I say enough to you? Why do you have to treat me like a piece of shit and flash me off? I don’t get it…what the hell is wrong here?
I think misery loves company and it treated me like a good friend for centuries...Happiness is like the ever –lasting enemy that will never become my fucking friend, not even for a single fucking minute. Everyday, I am just passing time and waiting for IT to happen, but I don’t even know what IT is. Oh please god help me, help me get through all these painful situations. Let me have the strength to carry on….
Wake up again to smell the slime. It’s been so long since I felt so wasted. Some of my old thoughts resurfaced. Memories, Memories… Umm…Why don’t you just shut you mouth, or do you ever shut the fuck up? I can’t take it. How many times did you hope that this embrace would come sooner or later? In my point of view, this would not fucking happen…. Embrace? It’s more like Enslaved…
Beautify everything, every minute I stare at you people, or should I say…”The Boneless People?”
WHAT THE fuck is all this angst about, I am fucking clueless. Many people down here have their own stinking agendas. Did you ever felt like a target board? Born to be “target -practiced”. It so amazing how one’s happiness can be built based on one’s screwed- up misery. GOD DAMN- IT. Then again, some people down here in the gutter have no preferred opinion. They have no freaking idea whatsoever about everything...blind followers…cheap destroyers…filthy sweet talkers…they are all so boneless…yeah right…”that’s what you lacked off, a fucking backbone”.
Give me five middle fingers anytime God. By the way, God, I don’t think ten fucking middle fingers are enough for me to shout out a motherfucking hallelujah Big-O “Fuck You!” ...Rest in peace, ugly nasty pitiful people, some things just stay the same- mother fucking Status Quo....
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"Irresponsible Hate Anthem "
F¡яєвџяN Spit At 1:48 AM
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why so emo suddenly siaaaaaa...
u should come to be metal band's jamming in future..release your anger..ROAR..
i needa jog every now and then..i need to play a 220 bpm or whatever shit u call it double pedals soon...my poor legs..relac la..come..lets write a nu-metal song together..i'm your drummer afterall..ALL HAIL THE DEMONS OF SILENCE AND ANGER!!!
lets roar our lives away..muahahahaha
u're bitching more than ever, though u are totally entitled to. then again, after bitching, what's your resolve? probably u may wanna take a break and think about how to take control of ur own life.
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