Monday, August 29, 2005

MUSiC Sm00Th EvEn the SaVaGE BEaST.

Ppl asked me, y am i so negative on things? why the anger?why the hate?why the pain?why the abuse?why the shame?
Some even label me as lone ranger,troublemaker, backstabber, unfriendly,werid, satanic, strange, pervert...oh man the list never ends.

Whatever ppl said, its quite hurting at times.But i think i wanna say a big Fuck YA to all. Its because you people dun really understand me thats y u put a label on me so that you can try to understand and associate with me in a certain perspective. CCB, its so sad..Just keep ur shit in ur pockets man, i dun need them..

[ just loaded my virtual band's tracks on my own site. Haven't found the best way to load all of my works. I really dig playing with my band. Playing the axe alone at home is just like masturbating, no 100% shiokness, but playing in a band together is like having sex, there's completeness..that kind of feeling shiok to the max! CCB, thats like orgy, 3 guys in a studio haha!
But for now i am just happily jamming alone at home and create music using samples and drum machines on my old skool PC. Anyway, no one gives a fuck abt my virtual band, NoiseDive, and the music i created... ppl r just having too high expectation of things lar...they dun understand wat the fuck i am doing.... i felt blessed that God gave me this ability to create music that allows me to express myself and let go of my negative feelings.]

*Day by Day, I Turn Into Something You Hated..*

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Blogger sÞ¡ηηєє said...

read my latest blog... later i'll publish.. den perhaps u'll feel better :)

way to go! me love music too :)

8:37 AM  

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