JUST G0

Another CBL day at office, everyone weekend mood, including my bosses. Buay High!

Last time use to cheong clubbing at zouk or MS wif my Ahbeng Ahlian frens on fridays..now all grow old already,engine not working and so no more Cheonging liao. Now, i Hate fridays, not much frens to hang out with, always seat at home facing the PC/Boom Box and myself. CCB, where have all the good times go? NNB...

This friday sucked. Tee Wee Programs sucked. Retro mama music on class 95fm sucked. My withdrawal syndrome sucked. NN, still can't let go...everything sucked. CB, i am going to slp now..

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I'm kinda numb
It's so distorted
You left me here with
This damage that you caused
My tortured faces
Those fucked up places
In my memories
None of them I've lost
But

I haven't been here long enough to know
Every time I feel this I just lose control
Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful
I wish that this would just go

It's kinda sick
I feel so dirty
I'm kinda tragic
Kinda insecure
But I know
That I'm the only
One that can fix
Whatever's wrong I'm sure
But

I feel so alone
From all I've become
I'll take you down
I feel so down

I'm water while you drown
You're lifted while I'm down
I'm cancer in your womb
I'm the needle in your spoon
But

With these fucking lies
All these fucking Lies - ("JUST GO"- Staind)