Stayin' Awake...

Knn fuck..48 hours of rest is not freaking enuff for me to enjoy and rest..i wanna be awake, i wanna stay awake and not sleep and waste time...tmd...

Am i over stress..? god damn it all ... coughed blood in the bathroom twice for the past week. Am i going crazy? wtf is wrong with me..? can't be the thing in my head acting up again huh? some ulcers in my throat or something...shit!

I need more time...