I sucked? No its Your Process that SUCKS!

It's 22 nov, Today marks the first fucking month since i started working in the new hill...and i tell ya, its really a KNNB roller coaster ride.

I dunno if its me that sucked, slow in learning all the stuff or what, work never seems to finish and can you fucking believe it, i learn more from a poly attachment kid then the stupid 2 CB female cunt colleauges that i have.

As for the people there...hai...everything is so 90s..the office fixtures, their dress sense ,OMFG!. And mind you,last time when i first join the old hill in 2003, their office was early 2000s look..not too bad but still abit old..this one..this is really super OLD like hell lar.. and the shit these people talk about during lunch..so fucking nerd topics lar..dun even know the difference between a dvd disc and a 700mb cdrom media..wahlan eh..they live in caves one isit...limpek gotta educate the fuck them and tell them now even got dual layer shit..they all go WAH.....COOL....ccb lar you people!

Well, they are all like that, working there for donkey years and they become so used an accustomed to the old ways and resistance to change. Hmm...maybe in the future i will be like them, like alga stick nastily and stubbornly on the glass...WTF!

Well after one month, i asked myself, did i make the right choice to move on? Well i guess i am too spoilt when i was at the old hill, not much work to do and get paid. Now i work a dog day by day and its not so happening. i found their processes in a mess and if i were to recommend a change, my bossie will shoot it down and says shit like THIS IS HOW WE WORK HERE AND BLAH BLAH BLAH...so i dun bother and rot with the system.

i guess everyfuckwhere is the same. As business grows, things get complicated and processes become a blurry. it sup to LJ lifeless workers like us to keep it moving.

WE ARE THE ROBOTS!!!!

i think i gotta give myself more fucking time to adjust. shit!

I tell myself, i will give myself 2 years before i throw the towel. Gonna use it to beautify my shit resume and also to increase my own net worth.

"I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy"- Given Up 2007