Tick Tock
Song playing on this blog : "Coma White" - Marilyn Manson.
Its time to let the world hear your inner voice:
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Tick Tock, Tick Tock….
Life goes on but time is passing by so slowly. I’m feeling extra tired today, don’t know why. Maybe it’s because of the lack of sleep for the past weeks or maybe because my co-worker is not around today. And I’m like a dumb today, no one to talk to, so time seems to pass real slowly.
Sometimes I really wonder why human beings exist if I have a choice, I will not want to be a human being in my next life, if there ever is a next life to live. Ha, I rather be a rubbish bin, ha. Why be a human being, and go through pain and suffering everyday? When one is healthy, it’s not that bad, but when the opposite occurs, that’s when your suffering and misery, whatever you call pain begins.
Life sux.
You wonder why are you here? What’s your purpose in this universe? To contribute to the statistics of growing population or what? More like to contribute to the increasing number of people checking into IMH every year! Will I feel better if I’m just an asteroid in the milky way? Crashing into Earth causing destruction.... evil grin.... was reading someone’s blog during lunch time today. Really quite funny. There’s one entry about him going to zouk in Oct 05 and this girl hit on him and they ended up having sex and all. Im my mind I was thinking, girls these days are really that loose? You can just lean your head on a stranger’s shoulder and hit it off from there. But yet again, if I’m a guy and there’s this girl throwing herself at me, why not??? Haha but that’s the whole reason why life is so sad. Because you can trust no one, absolutely no one. Things can just happen, anywhere, anytime. And at times, you don’t even know why. You end up hurting people around you and cause even more pain and suffering to your already tormented life. Trust is such a BIG word that no human being can contain. It’s beyond comprehension and how many people out there can actually perfect the art of trusting another human being? None.
“Trust in no one, but yourself”
So many times people had failed you, betrayed your trust, destroy your soul, so why trust? Guess it’ll be better off being alone. Yet again, life is a contradiction. You can never understand why some things happen. sux right? What to do? Why me? I guess I can never ever find the answer in this life time, or ever.
How does death feels like?
Painful?
Sense of calmness? Calm because you are finally leaving everything behind. Your worries, love, hatred, frustrations, evilness, pain, suffering,…….. you are left with your soul. Will it be a good thing or will you be too lonely? The only way to find out, Be There
more evil grin
Tick Tock, Tick Tock………………………..
JC a.k.a IceQueen signing off…..
Its time to let the world hear your inner voice:
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Tick Tock, Tick Tock….
Life goes on but time is passing by so slowly. I’m feeling extra tired today, don’t know why. Maybe it’s because of the lack of sleep for the past weeks or maybe because my co-worker is not around today. And I’m like a dumb today, no one to talk to, so time seems to pass real slowly.
Sometimes I really wonder why human beings exist if I have a choice, I will not want to be a human being in my next life, if there ever is a next life to live. Ha, I rather be a rubbish bin, ha. Why be a human being, and go through pain and suffering everyday? When one is healthy, it’s not that bad, but when the opposite occurs, that’s when your suffering and misery, whatever you call pain begins.
Life sux.
You wonder why are you here? What’s your purpose in this universe? To contribute to the statistics of growing population or what? More like to contribute to the increasing number of people checking into IMH every year! Will I feel better if I’m just an asteroid in the milky way? Crashing into Earth causing destruction.... evil grin.... was reading someone’s blog during lunch time today. Really quite funny. There’s one entry about him going to zouk in Oct 05 and this girl hit on him and they ended up having sex and all. Im my mind I was thinking, girls these days are really that loose? You can just lean your head on a stranger’s shoulder and hit it off from there. But yet again, if I’m a guy and there’s this girl throwing herself at me, why not??? Haha but that’s the whole reason why life is so sad. Because you can trust no one, absolutely no one. Things can just happen, anywhere, anytime. And at times, you don’t even know why. You end up hurting people around you and cause even more pain and suffering to your already tormented life. Trust is such a BIG word that no human being can contain. It’s beyond comprehension and how many people out there can actually perfect the art of trusting another human being? None.
“Trust in no one, but yourself”
So many times people had failed you, betrayed your trust, destroy your soul, so why trust? Guess it’ll be better off being alone. Yet again, life is a contradiction. You can never understand why some things happen. sux right? What to do? Why me? I guess I can never ever find the answer in this life time, or ever.
How does death feels like?
Painful?
Sense of calmness? Calm because you are finally leaving everything behind. Your worries, love, hatred, frustrations, evilness, pain, suffering,…….. you are left with your soul. Will it be a good thing or will you be too lonely? The only way to find out, Be There
more evil grin
Tick Tock, Tick Tock………………………..
JC a.k.a IceQueen signing off…..
"There's something cold and blank behind her smile..."
F¡яєвџяN Spit At 6:56 AM
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darts. delete so many times, create so many 'comments' hurhur.
yo icequeen. since when you are a guest writer? nice post anyway.
there's no such thing as trust.
it's just meeting the person and things happened always at the wrong time.
death is not painful. it's just a full stop to breathing in.it's living is painful, isn't it.
take care.
"So many times people had failed you, betrayed your trust, destroy your soul, so why trust? Guess it’ll be better off being alone." <-- true... i feel the same way at times but i dun want to live my life in loneliness.. juz be careful n look on the brighter side sometimes u'll see n feel something different.. juz be happy follow ur heart... :)
Sadly trust these days are being abused and even taken on a light note.
Icequeen has not reply to all ur good comments, but she will someday...good insights people..All i can say is, death is not a solution. Its a form of escape and its no good
hey ppl, sometimes it's not that one doesn't want to look on the bright side of life. How to, when all is gray, when everything you see and feel is dark?
Spinnee, I agree with you, it is life that is painful, probably not death.. meeting the wrong person, at the wrong time etc.. true but the question is "Why Me??" it seems like it's always me. all the suay things always happening to me.. as if i'm destined to..
icequeen, Maybe at that point of time, you are destined to learn something.
believe or not...everyone has their ups & downs. you may only face the darkness at this moment of life, not in years to come.
some pple may have best of the world, and will go into darkness in their old age.
let's say, without all these dark stuff, you would not appreciate the bright side of life.
cheer up. since u want a better life, life's too short for feeling too down for too long :)
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