Bye Bye BabY Bye Bye?

" Missing you in a heartbeat"....

Can't believe it happen again, second time. What have i done to deserve this? Properly PSB's "LEft to my Own Devices" played on Grass 95fm this morning on the way to Gargamel clinic sent me a sign that things will not be f.i.n.e...

Why has it gotta be me again?

Why does she has to go through this again?

I feel the world is turning on me yet again.

First my own D.C condition, now This...

I cannot take it anymore.

I 'll raise the White Flag.

Its so hard to have a concave scream inside.

I wanna LET IT OUT.

I wanna be strong.

Feels like giving up though.

My world is like an Ash-Tray..with all that dirt and crap.

Nothing seems so right.

Screw up my work because i can't think straight.

I am a Self-Pity Pig.