Wake Me Up When September Ends
What a fucking september. Everything seems to pass so fast. What a lousy september, falling sick, a cancelled Robbie Willaims concert, a cancelled trip. Fuck lar.
Feeling so helpless at the moment. Used to think that alot in my life matters, now i don't really think so. To me its just a simple of being HAPPY thats all.I realised that i have not move on in life pretty far all these while, been sitting on my lazy arse way too long...
Now What If Tomorrow I am gonna die? What if Tomorrow I am dead? What if Tomorrow this dirty world goona end? Who will be there for me? God? You? The Grim Reaper?Does it really matters?
Like i said many times, i wished i was blind, i wished i was deaf, i wished i was dumb ...so that I don't have to feel...
How i wished i can have an On/Off Switch in my mind and i can just switch off and be gone for a while, take a break as a human freak.
I need a recharged.
I will also be happy if there is such a thing call the Matrix, Plug me in, fill me with a good life programmed by the Source, i won't fight it, i will depend on it, in return after my physical body is dead, you the machines can just Drain my fucking life enegry off and make me into a Battery for you...fuck.
Fat hope eh? Matrix is not real, god might not be real either...well it doesn't matter to me, Because i am such a loser now...I will just have to work and work until i die
"Wake Me Up When September Ends"....how appropriate GreenDay put it.....
Stop screaming at me you fucking fools, stop lauging at me..knn
Oh yes, that Singapore Idol should be called Mat Idol...so free they can call and vote nonstop and they are all over the TV on the show,,,where's my spieces?Damn it.
The Pope should just shut his gap from now on, comment so much and saud teh wrong shit, havent the world is messy enuff? Your stupid brainless comments hurt THEM. I am a christ person, but what you said is a no brainer ..NB...
Oh yes, i know you will never read my blog, but i have to say this, YOU BETTER START TREATING MY FREN RIGHT, STOP HURTING PEOPLE AND SAY YOU NEED TIME. ITS THE MOST COCKLESS THING TO SAY ...HAIZ
I am $250 poorer because you wanna pay rent. I dun mind the $$ but i hope you know what you are doing...
I am such a Hater at this moment, i just wanna delete my thoughts away..................................
Feeling so helpless at the moment. Used to think that alot in my life matters, now i don't really think so. To me its just a simple of being HAPPY thats all.I realised that i have not move on in life pretty far all these while, been sitting on my lazy arse way too long...
Now What If Tomorrow I am gonna die? What if Tomorrow I am dead? What if Tomorrow this dirty world goona end? Who will be there for me? God? You? The Grim Reaper?Does it really matters?
Like i said many times, i wished i was blind, i wished i was deaf, i wished i was dumb ...so that I don't have to feel...
How i wished i can have an On/Off Switch in my mind and i can just switch off and be gone for a while, take a break as a human freak.
I need a recharged.
I will also be happy if there is such a thing call the Matrix, Plug me in, fill me with a good life programmed by the Source, i won't fight it, i will depend on it, in return after my physical body is dead, you the machines can just Drain my fucking life enegry off and make me into a Battery for you...fuck.
Fat hope eh? Matrix is not real, god might not be real either...well it doesn't matter to me, Because i am such a loser now...I will just have to work and work until i die
"Wake Me Up When September Ends"....how appropriate GreenDay put it.....
Stop screaming at me you fucking fools, stop lauging at me..knn
Oh yes, that Singapore Idol should be called Mat Idol...so free they can call and vote nonstop and they are all over the TV on the show,,,where's my spieces?Damn it.
The Pope should just shut his gap from now on, comment so much and saud teh wrong shit, havent the world is messy enuff? Your stupid brainless comments hurt THEM. I am a christ person, but what you said is a no brainer ..NB...
Oh yes, i know you will never read my blog, but i have to say this, YOU BETTER START TREATING MY FREN RIGHT, STOP HURTING PEOPLE AND SAY YOU NEED TIME. ITS THE MOST COCKLESS THING TO SAY ...HAIZ
I am $250 poorer because you wanna pay rent. I dun mind the $$ but i hope you know what you are doing...
I am such a Hater at this moment, i just wanna delete my thoughts away..................................
F¡яєвџяN Spit At 1:42 AM
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Bro, relax a bit la, your ranting darn power sia.
you're being more touchy nowadays aren't you?..is there anything Spiral can do? we didn't gather together just for music..
i don't think its wise to carry on like this bro..you'll become of what i am now..please do not take this as an insult..cause i'm just worried..and i believe the person knows what he's doing cause there you were the last resort to him..
Hahaha.. it's a lousy September to me too. And more to come.. October, November, December!!
Haiz... maybe u should take a break or something..
i'm suprised at this emo-post.
where's the old you?
Hmmm...
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