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Was drinking with my SIM fren. Started drinking from 7pm to 11pm on empty stomach..KNN, fucking intoxicating. She 's gonna get married next May and want me to help her on the photo montages..hmm, ask me how much should i charge her..I is the very fan jian ..i said "FREE!!"..alamak should have quote a price..

She was telling me how involved she is with MLM and wanted to pull me into the business. Now she work like 16hours a day...pretty no life, but she siad she will give herself 3 yrs...She said i am suitable for this crap because i have changed to be open to ideas now.She said last time limpek was like always enclosing myself in school and not like to talk to anyone, which was unhealthy..damn..i explained that last time i find that being "with myself" and "alone" i felt good because that was my comfort zone ..i didn't trust people alot back then. But now, after so many years working and being in the fucking RatRace, I bohbian, gotta be fake and open at times to get things done..KNN...

hmmm..Personally i don't really dig MLM crap, pretty unorthodox the way some of them do business..She told me in spore, there are like a few thousand MLM companies..that much?!!!
Anyway I is the not keen and i also asked her this :If its good $$, will you still stop after 3 yrs? She can't answer me that..haha!!

Well, $$ is not the root of all evil, its the love of $$ that is the root of all evil!!!

Anyway am happy for her because I know she had many CB failed relationships, now finally can settle the fuck down, down, down...

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I am so busy lately, helping another lady good fren on her photo montages, getting married next month and wanted me to rush the montages ( 2 and not just one!!! )...ok, i enjoy looking at pics of couples and see how people grow and happy and stuff, but i am totally sick. Sick of what?

I am sick of listening to the music that is suppose to be in the montages... I must listen over and over again to match the transition timing with the songs..i am not those who just anyhow dump all the pics just to fit into a piece of 4 or 5 min song...that is fucking sloppy work!!

As at now, i am totally sick of listening to Savage Garden 's " I Knew I loved You.." and Hoobastank 's " The Reason" nonstop and over and over again...damn..to think these 2 are my favourite songs...:(