All peaceful on Helloween 2018

Fuck yes. Its been 15 long years. Life is beautiful in many ways.. its also fuck up in many ways.. particularly when the past memories pop up once in a blue while.

I wanna look forward to the future

but i also love the past

am stuck in the present

i still wanna kill ppl in my head

i still wanna be in a place other than this

i still want that perfect world

i hope i pray.