Awaken (Reprise)~ I Still Want to Believe

So many fucking thoughts are running through my brains lately.

I never seems to do anything meaningful ,to anybody, to anything, to whoever that cares, to whatever....well..i am so Fucked!

The fucking year is coming to an end..i feel so miserable wanting to do so much things, but there is so much obstacles, so much the fucking going-ons..so much the fuck uncertainty.

Staring at ur fucking KNNBPCB CRT every fuck days, will my fucking eyes go fuck blind?..mixing with low IQs idiots..stupid PRC, JBians..really makes me sick.

Work at nit eto meet fucking deadlines? You can take all the fucking customers' files and shut it up your usless american manufacturing asses!! CCB!

Seating every fuck nite infront of the mac, surfing endlessly, watching endless movies and crap..whats's so meaningful?

Go drink and act social-butterflies? That's nice if you dun fucking drink and drive..the fucking cab cb fares are so fucking LJ expensive and ridicufucklous....

Friends..do they come to you when only you are needed? Do they only enterthefucktain you because you have a business dealings with them?

Relatives that suck the fuck attentions off your little life...must please them in order to please the whole fuck situations..

I need to get a life...but what is life??

HEY FUCKING WORLD...WILL YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP??

ARMAGEDDON IT!!!