He Relocate.

Was drinking myself silly with my army dudes at St.JAmes. This year i am exempted from CBLJ reservist due to my condition. Fucking sian..can't CB chao keng and escape from fucking work. Remembered how much dirt fun we have last year this time at the camp...how fucking time flies man...Now, one of them is leaving for good, going to USA. It takes lotz of courage and consideration to leave everything behind and move to another place and start life all over again. I dun have the courage or willpower to do it man, I am so stuck in this SAKADO HELL WELL. I am so rooted down here, i dun think if i have the guts to leave everything behind and just relocated. If going overseas to work one or two years, thats fine..but to go over there for an infinite period of time, thats kind of fucking uncertainty..haiz, why i think so much? Fuck lah, i dun think i ever will be offered any opportunity man..NO ONE WILL EVER THINK I AM AN ASSET TO ANY PLACE ONE LAH...ME is Parasite, a worm-eating negativity pest!!

God bless him.