EvERyDay Is ExaCtLy THe SaME
I was in the lift the other day talking to one of my handicap collegue....she is blind ..or at least partially blinded. She was with an HR langgar face and just happen to strike a friendly CB conversation. Its funny how she has been in my LJ company for almost 4/5 months but i never actually talk to her..guess deep inside i am a little of a LJ bastard that keep my distance from the disable...what the fuck am i thinking man? stupid me.
Anyway, i must salute my LJ company, although the top guns like to hire CB langgar faces ahaha, they also like to hire those handicap people who still are able to function properly in the society.. To me i think thats GOOD! Although sometimes it gets weird seeing people on wheelchair moving around...abit of a freakshow if one is not use to the idea..to me its perfectly natural..
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You can assume you know me, but sometimes i hate your guts, sometimes i hate way you look at me, sometimes i hate the way you smile at me, i hate the way you tease me, i hate the way you belittle me. Sometimes i hate the way you backstab me, I hate the way you tell me rubbish, I hate the way you people treat me like a fucking ship that passed by your fucking habor in the nite. Sometimes i just hate every fuck thing about you...You, the everyday people in the society..i am so anti you LJ people..but there ain't a shit i can do..I am stirring my own shit with yours everyday..and OMG its so yuckie...
"And its so much better now, because when i am blinded, everything seems so much clearer now..." Noisedive 2001.
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I believe I can see the future
As I repeat the same routine
I think I used to have a purpose
But then again
That might have been a dream
I think I used to have a voice
Now i never make a sound
I just do what I've been told
I really don't want them to come around again
Everyday is exactly the same
Everyday is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Everyday is exactly the same
I can feel thier eyes are watching
In case I loose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end
I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I am still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know- I don't know what else I can do!-----Nine Inch Nails
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F¡яєвџяN Spit At 5:05 AM
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wow didn't know your co that compassionate.
Ask me cut emo stuff, you more emo in this post! or should i say, you're such a hater!
but i guess you're better in a sense. i always feel like killing. ;) in any case:
"This above all: to thine own self be true"
wow..wat's going on ur side too??
hate watever, whoever u want..
But..hate won't help to smile ley..
dun hate hate too much la..
cheers!!
heyo fire..i guess you've been hangin around with meh too much..you've contracted my hate disease...bitch..
working life so interesting, can't wait to join this lj working environment.
hey bro burnie, wats happening there???? seems like you really not happy about something... so much frustration ya? actually me too lah same same...
Loads of fire.. Add water...
Companies that willing to employ handicapped people should not that bad, better government agencies that tell companies to employ elder worker but they themselves are getting rid of every older workers from the organisation!
Duh!!
Thank u!!
Not bad, your company still engage handicapped personal.
well at least thats officially declared and accepted.. i think if it was me tt was hired.. prolly ended up declared as
invaild-unknown-speicmens-pls-refer-to-internation-psychology-association.. for details...
honestly, i guess its just a label.afterall being paraniod or having some phobia is consider as a disablity too ? perhaps
thanks for the comment!cheerx!
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